My Ninety Days Experience

It has been both a quick and long ninety days. I think I can some up my experience in a few things that I've learned over the past three months:

About Myself
-I need accountability: I'm not sure I would have completed it had I not known people cared about my accomplishment. Big thanks to Justin for venturing on this journey with me as well as all of you (if there are any) readers out there. The assumption that hundreds of readers were waiting on my daily insights often caused me to pull through...even though there were probably like three people who actually read it.
-I need to return to studying more: As I was flying through some of these passages I was intrigued and wanted to gain a better understanding. The two letters to the Corinthians will probably be my next project.

About the Bible
-It really can be hard to read: I'm convinced that our culture is not poised to be able to really study literature. Soundbites, status updates, and headlines have conditioned us to get to the point and forgo any textual research. The Bible was written a long time ago and to understand it better we need to study Biblical culture, geography, and literature. That's one of the reason's my wife and I plan on teaching a class on studying Scripture this fall at South Side! Please come!!

About Worship
So much of worship through Scripture seems to be associated with obedience. Daily we choose to do what God wants us to do or what we want to do. Worship is NOT a list of songs or an hour on Sunday morning. We've got to get away from that narrow concept. In my life I need to be more obedient to God and particularly the Spirit. I'm afraid I often simply don't care to listen to his promptings. I hope to change that.

Finally I'm glad to say that I've accomplished this. I would encourage anyone to aspire to achieve it. If nothing else you will have exposed yourself to all of God's Word and that has to be a good thing.

Revelation 18 - 22

"IT IS FINISHED!" These words are both echoed in this section of Revelation as well as in my head. I will offer one final post summing up my experience during the past three months.

Aside from that this final section of reading offers a very encouraging account of what it will be like some day. I hate to even use the word "day" because time really has no bearing in eternity. To think what worship will be like...

"I saw no temple in the city, for the Lord God Almighty and the Lamb are its temple. And the city has no need of sun or moon, for the glory of God illuminates the city, and the Lamb is its light. The nations will walk in its light, and the kings of the world will enter the city in all their glory. Its gates will never be closed at the end of day because there is no night there. And all the nations will bring their glory and honor into the city. Nothing evil will be allowed to enter, nor anyone who practices shameful idolatry and dishonesty - but only those whose names are written in the Lamb's Book of Life."

Jude - Revelation 17

For as weird as Revelation is there is a lot about worship in it. It's because this book of prophecy articulates some of the activities in heaven. Worship is obviously described then.

One of the hallmark phrases of worship in general is found in Revelation 4. This chapter describes an incredible scene with thrones, gemstones, creatures...it's really crazy. There is a group of creatures that are commissioned to continually cry out a phrase as they worship God.

"Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God, the Almighty - the one who always was, who is, and who is still to come."

I love the way time is described in this statement. To think - we have the opportunity to worship God who has always been, who is now, and who will be in the future. That simply baffles me. I'm thankful for God's power, omnipresence, and overall magnificence.

James 3:13 - 3 John

Wow - so close. Only two more posts remaining. Technically I should have posted this reading yesterday but I keep finding myself a day or so behind. Perhaps I'll catch up today...or I may take a nap.

Either way this morning's sermon by LCU president Keith Ray has fit in nicely with one of the predominant themes of 1 John. Obedience.

It's one of the most basic expressions of our faith and our worship to God. Often he has called us to live a certain way - a way of selflessness. Selfless in our time, love, money, talents - you name it. But then our pride, arrogance, and selfishness enters into the picture.

Through my entire reading I feel like I know more about the Bible and how it all fits together. I have gotten a good review on lots of things that I've already known and even read things for the first time. The real question is will I be obedient. Will I obey when I'm offered the opportunity to "take my cross." Will I treat my life like Christ treats his church? Will I sacrifice all things for the sake of the Kingdom.

Lord help me to be obedient. Help me to see how your Word needs to continue to manifest itself in my life.

Hebrews 1 - James 3:12

I have always enjoyed Hebrews. I think part of it was due to my Hebrews class and teacher - Jeff Snell. Jeff is a great teacher and really fostered an appreciation in my for the book of Hebrews. It does so much to bridge the gap between the Old and New Testaments.

Towards the end of the book the writer makes a strong case for Christ now serving as our High Priest. This role allows all who believe in him to enter into his presence.

"But now Jesus, our High Priest, has been given a ministry that is far superior to the old priesthood, for he is the one who mediates for us a far better covenant with God, based on better promises."

1 Thessalonians 1 - Philemon

It is so easy to worship money. It seems so natural to climb the latter, get the promotion, and accept the pay raise. Why is that? We are we so drawn to possessions and status?

There are so many studies that follow the miserable lives of those who have won the lottery. Typically the life becomes much harder - not easier. This portion of 2 Timothy 6 illustrates this point well.

For the love of money is the root of all kinds of evil. And some people, craving money, have wandered from the true faith and pierced themselves with many sorrows.

Galatians 3:26 - Colossians 4

Praise God for Jesus Christ! Here's a great portion of Colossians 1.

Yet now he has reconciled you to himself through the death of Christ in his physical body. As a result, he has brought you into his own presence, and you are holy and blameless as you stand before him without a single fault.

1 Corinthians 15 - Galatians 3:25

After finishing both First and Second Corinthians I think those may be my least knowledgeable books in the New Testament. Perhaps a self-guided study is in order following my marathon of reading (which only has five days remaining).

I really liked how Paul summarized the Gospel in Galatians 3. I especially liked the NLT's translation of it...realizing that it may have a few glitches...again more study may be needed. Here it is:

Is there a conflict, then, between God's law and God's promises?s Absolutely not! If the law could give us new life, we could be made right with God by obeying it.22 But the Scriptures declare that we are all prisoners of sin, so we receive God's promise of freedom only by believing in Jesus Christ. 23 Before the way of faith in Christ was available to us, we were placed under guard by the law. We were kept in protective custody, so to speak, until the way of faith was revealed.

Romans 15 - 1 Corinthians 14

Emily and Audrey are in Iowa for a week so I'm at home (on vacation) busy working on little projects in our house. It's mostly painting which is why I have dubbed this my "paintcation."

You would think it would be easy to get my reading done in the midst of an empty house, but my to-do list has stolen my attention. Hopefully I'll be able to make up for my day off during the next few days.

Today I read most of 1 Corinthians. Paul spends a considerable amount of time talking about worship. He goes into even great detail as he talks about speaking in tongues. My conservative Christian Church formative years has pretty much relegated this topic to the list of things that we just don't understand or mention much. I must be honest I've never witnessed this event live, but I'm told it is an active part of many corporate worship gatherings.

I also cannot deny the stories that some of my missionary friends have shared with me as they have served in various cultures where the practice is prevalent. I'm still going to settle on the fact that I don't understand it, but it does seems to exist - both in Paul's day and in current times. Perhaps if I keep my eyes (and ears) open I'll be able to experience this worship activity that seems...well just plain weird to me.

Romans 1-14

I read most of Romans today which is crazy to think that I spent an entire semester covering it in college.

When I got to Romans 12 I was reminded of a passage I spent many hours on in a class called Principles of Interpretation. In that class we had a project called an exegitical project where we looked at cultural/literary context, word studies, commentaries, and other sources to try to determine the Author's Intended Meaning or AIM.

The text reads, "I plead with you to give you bodies to God because of all he has done for you. Let them be a living and holy sacrifice - the kind he will find acceptable. This truly the way to worship him."

Now any time the Bible says this is how "you truly worship" I want to listen. The funny thing is (and thankful to my interpretation class) it doesn't really say that. It my researched opinion it says this is your "reasonable act of service."

In other words because God has given so much to us it is logical and reasonable to serve him, allowing our bodies and our actions to be a sacrifice. In that class I learned that there are three words translated "worship" in the New Testament. One means "to bow down." This is the most common thought we have when we consider that word. Another is in terms of a "liturgical service." This one is more in the context of "serving."

So when you read it under that light it kind of sounds a little different. I know this has been a long post but my wife and I will be teaching a class on Biblical Interpretation at our church on Wednesday nights. This topic excites me. You should come!

Acts 17 - 28

I finished Acts today. Nothing really stuck out in regards to worship practices. One thing however that is admirable is Paul's devotion. In the last half of the book of Acts we see what was a religious zealot, eager to kill all Christians turn into a leader in the Church. I guess when people express concern about God not being able to "handle" their past you can point them to Paul.

Another aspect of Paul's life is in his devotion. This is no doubt a byproduct of his commitment to worshiping God. Several times he is beaten, whipped, and imprisoned but yet he never chooses to deny the name of Christ. That is bold faith.

Acts 7 - 16

In Acts 16 we read the account of Paul and Silas in prison. The text reads that they were "praying and singing hymns." Eventually there's a big earthquake, the guys are left unchained, but they don't go anywhere. As a result the jailer asks, "What must I do to be saved."

Talk about evangelism! So many times I look at my set list and wonder what a new person in our church would think. Too fast, too slow, too boring, too peppy. There's as many opinions as there are people. The funny thing is I doubt if Paul and Silas asked each other what their "set list" should be. It was their actions - their obedience - that ultimately led the jailer to want to give his life to Christ. I think sometimes there is too much emphasis placed on the mechanics of our services, and not the impact of our actions.

John 15:19 - Acts 6

If John 3 is the essence of describing God's love then Acts 2 is the same when it comes to articulating a worshiping church.

All the believers devoted themselves to the apostles' teaching, and to fellowship, and to sharing in meals (including the Lord's Suppers), and to prayer.

We place so much emphasis on that text. The part that always confuses me is that sometimes the church looks so different than the church of Acts 2. To think that their whole lives centered around those actions. Is that difference just a typical cultural difference, or are we being disobedient in some aspects? I'm sure good arguments could be wagered for both sides.

John 6 - 15:18

As I'm reading in John it really is startling how different the writing styles are from the other two Gospels. It just seems as if John had an entirely different purpose.

Another one of those accounts I have read a few times now has been where Mary and Martha were hosting Jesus. You may be familiar with it. Mary is engaged in conversation with Jesus while Martha is busy doing work in the kitchen. If Mary and Martha were to take personality tests today I'm guessing Mary would have been very relational while Martha would have been Type A and task-oriented. Just guessing...

I am so Martha sometimes. I like checking things off the list and priding myself in a job well done. I don't think that's all bad...in fact I'm convinced that is how God made me. On the flip side though I realize this is a huge hazard when it comes to relationships. Relationships with my family, friends, and ultimately God.

As I've mentioned already in this blog I'm afraid that sometimes my motivation has been more to prove my self-discipline then to study and read all of God's Word. As the final days draw to a close (only 11 left) I hope and pray that the Holy Spirit will allow all that I read to really penetrate who I am and who He wants me to be.

Luke 20:20 - John 5

"And suddenly, the curtain in the sanctuary of the Temple was torn down the middle."

I've often wondered what my job would be like if we were still living under the Old Covenant. I guess I'd work at the Temple and have some sort of role in it's maintenance or sacrifices. I'd doubt I'd be High Priest, but I'm guessing I'd be around the Temple.

I have now read three versions of the above passage and I always try to imagine the scene. This curtain kept all the normal people...the sinners out. The sanctuary was only meant for those who were consecrated and made holy.

Once Jesus died this was torn (and it seems that it was with violence and drama) so that all could access God. Jesus is now our High Priest and we are no longer dependent on an earthly go-between.

Yes being a worship minister in the new covenant is likely very different.

Luke 10 - 20 19

Yes, a person is a fool to store up earthly wealth but not have a rich relationship with God."

I think this is the MOST important concern currently facing the American Christian.

Mark 9:14 - Luke 9

I just realized that I did not post yesterday. I did read, but I guess I forgot to post. Anyway, I'm going to break my own rule and post one thought for both day's reading.

Throughout the Gospels there seems to be this trend of Jesus going up on a mountainside and being alone. The Scriptures say he worshiped God alone. I think our culture has lost a lot of what it means to be alone.

Often we hear of people having "alone time" but many times it is to feed themselves...which isn't all bad. What I'm concerned about is my desire to have alone time with God...for him to feed me. After 70-some days of intense reading I realize that my desire is often to check this off my list...not to allow God's word to transform me. Perhaps we should evaluate our alone time and what's the real motivation for having it...especially compared to Jesus' example.

Matthew 26:57 - Mark 9:13

This was one of only two days that I'll spend reading Mark. Mark was the only Gospel that I took at Ozark. I really enjoyed, but I think it mostly had to do with the teacher - Mark Scott.

One of the things I remember accenting in class was the pace at which Mark tells the story. It's all very fast until the last week of Jesus' life. Then it's like everything is in slow motion.

In both Gospel accounts I have enjoyed reading Jesus' teaching on inner purity as opposed to outward impressions. If the truth be told this is something I think we all struggle with. On a much smaller and more insignificant scale we often don't make our bed. Sure we like it when it's made (me probably more), but neither of us care that much about it to make it regularly. BUT, when we know people will be around we make it. Why is that? I'm not supposing that our bed (made or unmade) impacts our spiritual health (though a few might make that assumption). I am saying that as usual we're more concerned about things when we know people will see them.

I'm afraid this does come into play in my own spiritual life. I'm reading 90 days through the Bible and I've told some people. Actually Sunday I'm planning on talking about it briefly in service so that cat will be out of the bag. What I won't mention however is that I'm not sure it has really made a difference in my life. Sure I've enjoyed the discipline of it, and I think it is helpful and almost expected of a pastor, but do I think differently, pray differently, or act differently because of God's Word constantly being on my mind. I'm not sure if I do. The reality is that I've probably prayed and journaled less the past 70 days then before I started this venture. I'm not sure what that says.

What I do know is that I need to be concerned with what happens on the inside, and I'm not always sure that's good. Jesus tried to teach the Pharisees that, and it's a lesson that I need to learn as well.

Matthew 16 - 26:56

Being around worship leaders, worship conferences, and worship books I often hear about the role we play in leading people to God's throne room...or some other nice little quaint saying (I admit this post is going to be a little tongue-in-cheek so don't take me too seriously).

Let's think about it. There's even a song, "I want to know you, I want to hear you voice, I want to know you more. I want to touch you, I want to see your face. I want to know you more." Now I'm all for intimacy and loving God, but it always seems like when man and God happen to meet while out on a casual stroll the experience is a bit intimidating. Think about!

Here's an example in Matthew 18 - the transfiguration: But even as he spoke, a bright cloud overshadowed them, and a voice from the cloud said, "This is my dearly loved Son, who brings me great joy. Listen to him."6 The disciples were terrified and fell face down on the ground.

Causes me to think maybe we should be so quick to traipse into God's presence. What do you think?

Matthew 5 - 15

At work (church)we are constantly trying to emphasize people's stories. Testimonies, personal impacts, whatever you want to call them...they contain great power. It's funny how after you hear of someone's life change that you are changed or at least inspired...even if just a little bit.

Today I read about Jesus walking on water. He called out for Peter and he obeyed. Then Peter's doubt and insecurity led him to question the reality of how Jesus was sustaining him. Jesus saved him (pun intended) and the next thing we read about is worship - corporate worship.

When they climbed back into the boat, the wind stopped.33 Then the disciples worshiped him. "You really are the Son of God!" they exclaimed.

The question for all Christian is how does our story, our testimony, the way our life intersects' God's...how do we share all of that so that it leads people to worship. Something to consider...

Zechariah 11 - Matthew 4

It is day #70. Only 20 days remain to read the entire New Testament. I can't believe it's already been that long. Just as a reminder to me and any of my 3 readers out there... the purpose of this blog isn't to just comment about my reading but specifically identify things that help to teach about worship.

In Matthew I read the birth narrative...just like we do every Christmas. It is fitting though that within the very first part of the account of Jesus we see that there are those seeking to worship him. These wise men not only seek to worship him but they risk their life potentially trudging across county to see the new born King. What devotion!

Habakkuk - Zechariah 10

Tomorrow is day 70 and that means I start reading the New Testament tomorrow. So very excited!

Today I read Habakkuk which brought back some great memories. In arranging we had to write a song. I've never claimed to be a song writer, but it's funny the people who think I should be. Somehow when you're a worship minister everyone assumes that you're just like Chris Tomlin or Paul Baloche. Well my first and only attempt to write a song was for class...and that's only because I had to.

They lyrics were from Habakkuk 3. "I have heard all about you, Lord. I am filled with awe by your amazing works. In this time of our deep need, help us again as you did in years gone by. And in your anger remember mercy." No, it's nothing that any respectable lyricist would be eager to publish, but is is scripture after all.

Obadiah - Nahum

Tomorrow is the last full day in the OT. Then it's off to the NT. I can't wait.

Nahum started out with a statement that I understand more now that I'm a father. He says in 1:2 - "The Lord is a jealous God." Today Audrey was very affectionate wanting to give us hugs and kisses. I absolutely love it! But, I realize that this day will likely come to an end. There will be a day when another man (or boy in my eyes) will come along and be far more cooler, better looking, and wiser then old dad. That boy may in fact choose to marry my daughter and in some ways, thinking of these early days, my heart will break.

God is just as jealous with our love, but yet I run to things that appear to be cooler, better looking, and wiser than God. Though I cannot know what it is like to sacrifice my son for the sins of the world, I do think that now (thanks to Audrey) I know what it is like to be a jealous Father.

Hosea 13:7 - Amos 9

It's getting closer. With every small book of prophecy I'm one day closer to the New Testament. Oh, it's going to be so nice. I also feel like there's a sense of anticipation in what I'm reading.

Multiple times in Amos there is a pending judgment that is portrayed. "The people of Israel have sinned again and again, and I will not let them go unpunished!"

God is a just God and the only way that justice is fulfilled is through Christ. It's good to see the Gospel story articulated even here in Amos!

Daniel 9 - Hosea 13:6

I'm hoping to catch up today. Two readings in one day and I'll be back on track. VBS is over so things will hopefully begin to settle down a little bit.

Today I started reading Hosea. In homeletics (preaching) class in college I remember a sermon preached by a student that I really liked. It was on the whole book of Hosea. There's some really interesting aspects of the book - specifically in regards to how the relationship between God and Israel is represented by a husband and a prostituting wife.

In chapter six I was intrigued by these words:
Come, let us return to the Lord. He has torn us to pieces; now he will heal us. He has injured us; now he will bandage our wounds. In just a short time he will restore us so that we may live in his presence. Oh, that we might know the Lord! Let us press on to know him.

Wow! To think that God will all us to be broken, torn apart, even wounded so that we may know him better. Interesting...

Ezekiel 47:13 - Daniel 8

In Daniel we read a little about Nebuchadnezzar. He is a character I think we can relate to. At one point in chapter 4 he says, "Look at this great city of Babylon! By my own might power, I have built this beautiful city..."

Our culture (I'll even say American culture) is intentional about creating and building things and being proud of them. It's a way of life, success, and achievement that defines us in many ways. Unfortunately that can also lead to a sense of pride as we admire or even worship our accomplishments. Governments put people on the moon, churches build for thousands, and the scholarly earn degrees.

I'm not say that any of this is wrong, but what is wrong is the admiration and pride that we seek from it. Nebuchadnezzar learned this the hard way. The result was an unpleasant humbling and subsequent time of praise quoted below. My question is do we even realize that we need humbling?

34 "After this time had passed, I, Nebuchadnezzar, looked up to heaven. My sanity returned, and I praised and worshiped the Most High and honored the one who lives forever.

His rule is everlasting,
and his kingdom is eternal.
35 All the people of the earth
are nothing compared to him.
He does as he pleases
among the angels of heaven
and among the people of the earth.
No one can stop him or say to him,
`What do you mean by doing these things?'

Ezekiel 36 - Ezekiel 47:1-12

This was the final reading that was completely in Ezekiel. I can honestly say I don't think I've ever read much of Ezekiel. It is a little odd, but I was surprised to find prophecy of the Temple towards the end. I'm curious to know how much this is similar to what was built.

It wasn't until I studied during my master's degree that I put together the progression of worship locations. Tabernacle - Temple - Synagogue. Interesting kinda...

Ezekiel 23:40 - 35

The righteous behavior of righteous people will not save them if they turn to sin, nor will the wicked behavior of wicked people destroy them if they repent and turn from their sins.

After reading this verse I'm very thankful for redemption. Nothing I can do can save me past or future. Only by God's grace offered through Christ. That drives us and enables us to worship.

Ezekiel 12:21 - 23:39

I will examine you carefully and hold you to the terms of the covenant.38 I will purge you of all those who rebel and revolt against me. I will bring them out of the countries where they are in exile, but they will never enter the land of Israel. Then you will know that I am the Lord .

Hell is real, and really important. I remember a professor in college who taught a lecture on the doctrine of hell. He whole premise was that without a real hell, God is not just, and thus not perfect. A perfect God cannot be in the presence of sin so therefore there must be a consequence. That consequence is God's judgment and subsequent hell.

I loved this passage in Ezekiel because it was a little raw. - "I will...hold you to the terms of the covenant...and purge all those who rebel...Then you will know I am the Lord."

I am glad I worship a perfect God who keeps his end of the bargain. Otherwise he wouldn't be God.

Lamentation 2 - Ezekiel 12:20

Okay so I've really gotten behind now. I'm about three days behind and it looks like I'm not going to catch up tonight. Life's been very busy between the regular ministry job, added VBS responsibilities, and MUNI after dark. That has led to be being home about 8 hours a day and I've opted for them to all to be sleeping hours.

Today I began Ezekiel. More prophecy. Several times God tells Ezekiel that he is going to minister to rebellious people who disobey. He warns them that they will not listen but to go anyway. There is a level of obedience that is prominent in the writing of the Old Testament. Even when we are called to difficult ministries that level of difficulty does not negate it's importance. After all we've all heard it said great things don't come easy.

Jeremiah 48 - Lamentations 1

Done with Jeremiah! Yes. Today I moved onto Lamentations. Still lots of poetry (not my favorite) but a different mood at least.

I remember a few years ago I attended a lament worship service for the first time in my life. The whole purpose was to give worshipers a chance to cry out to God for the injustices that they had experienced or witnessed during their life. Stuff like sexual exploitation, the global effect of disease, malnutrition, and poverty. Personal impacts including lost of a loved one, abuse, and hard times were also folder for our "prayers of lament." It was a very interesting service.

I'm looking forward to my five chapters of Lamentations. I think more lament could be included in personal times of worship - not whining, but crying out to God and praising him in spite of our earthly situation.

Jeremiah 33:23 - 47

I know, I know...pins and needles again. Well you see I got home at 11:30 (long day) and I knew I had a free day coming up this weekend. It was actually conveniently placed on Sunday which is a HUGE day at the church with Big Block Bash and VBS set up. I decided to use it yesterday.

Still more of Jeremiah, and still more of the same. Really it's kinda hard to care sometimes. I know it sounds awful, but this past week or so has been really hard. I long for the days of the New Testament...or even Daniel. There are some good stories in there. I just keep reminding myself that all of this fighting, war, and prophecy was so that God could allow a baby to be born. The baby would die giving us the opportunity to worship God.

That's my worship takeaway for today. Until tomorrow...

Jeremiah 23:9 - 33:22

So I was about ready to just vent and pretty much be like - "I hate reading through Jeremiah." Hate. I know it's a strong word, and may be even be sinful to mention. It's kinda the truth. At this point I'm pushing through for the shear discipline. The friend that I'm joining in on with this effort agreed with me.

That all was until I read this gem. I really like it and what it means for our worship. Read on...

I will certainly bring my people back again from all the countries where I will scatter them in my fury. I will bring them back to this very city and let them live in peace and safety.38 They will be my people, and I will be their God.39 And I will give them one heart and one purpose: to worship me forever, for their own good and for the good of all their descendants.40 And I will make an everlasting covenant with them: I will never stop doing good for them. I will put a desire in their hearts to worship me, and they will never leave me.41 I will find joy doing good for them and will faithfully and wholeheartedly replant them in this land.

Does God place a desire in our hearts to worship him? I think so. He has surely made a covenant (promise) with us as well. I'm grateful that God has pursued me and longs to have a relationship with me...even if I don't always enjoy reading his Word.

Jeremiah 10:14-23:8

It's pretty simple at this point. When it comes to worship God wants. When we don't give it to him it doesn't work out well...at all. That essential seems to the point of Jeremiah. Simple I know but that's the reality. That and it's midnight.

Jeremiah 1-10:13

I cannot think of a time that I have helped a friend weather the storm of a spouse's affair. People I know have committed an affair or have been the victim of one, but I've never been a part of helping someone work through that.

From what I do know though they aren't pretty. Now imagine someone helping a friend through a spouse's affair with a prostitute. Obviously it's been done, but I'm sure the sting of rejection is even greater when the "love" was paid for.

That's the metaphor that I've read a lot of so far in Jeremiah. Israel is the adulterer and God is the patient spouse. "But you have prostituted yourself with many lovers, so why are you trying to come back to me? says the Lord."

It's hard to consider, but our worship of the world and of God is much like that of a prostitute. We love the world for selfish reasons and the quick fix that if offers is so temporary we are only longing for more. We're longing for the love and fulfillment that only Christ could bring.

Isaiah 52:13 - 66

Sixty six chapters later and Isaiah is done! Like I said before, I wasn't a big fan if I'm honest. Nevertheless it's part of the Bible so I'll read it through...and in 90 days to be exact.

The heading of Isaiah 58 is "True and False Worship." One of the verses warned "They ask me to take action on their behalf, pretending they want to be near me." I wonder when I've "pretended" to be near to God. Do I draw near him only when I want something - there's a crisis, I don't feel well, I need more help in my ministry, I'm being watched so I better "act pious." I wonder when it is that I put my mask on and begin "pretending."

Isaiah 40:19 - 52:12

I have to be honest. Isaiah has been a little rough for me. I'm not sure if it's just the poetry, or lack of narrative, but it hasn't been that pleasurable for me to read. Sounds kina selfish and bad, but I'm just being honest.

One thing I have noticed through all the obscure symbolism is that God had a plan. God had a plan from the very beginning. Much of Isaiah's writing confirms that, warns of that, and predicts that plan. I'm thankful that even when I don't understand God has a plan.

Isaiah 29-40:18

It's good to be back home. After a week in Indianapolis it's nice to be sitting back in the comfort of my house. Don't get me wrong, my parents' house is nice, but it's just not the same anymore.

The first chapter of today's reading contained a stern warning for all worshipers.
"And so the Lord says, 'These people say they are mine. They honor me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. And their worship of me is nothing but man-made rules learned by rote.'"

Yikes! There are a lot of current videos out there mocking the "formula of worship." I may have experienced a little bit of it this week. I realize that only God can know our heart in worship. For that reason I'm here to confess that at times my heart is far from God in my worship, concerned only with the rote - the routines - the right formula. Lord have mercy.

Isaiah 14 - 28

But you are a tower of refuge to the poor, O Lord ,
a tower of refuge to the needy in distress.
You are a refuge from the storm
and a shelter from the heat.
For the oppressive acts of ruthless people
are like a storm beating against a wall,
5 or like the relentless heat of the desert.
But you silence the roar of foreign nations.
As the shade of a cloud cools relentless heat,
so the boastful songs of ruthless people are stilled.

Today I read this passage from Isaiah 25. I really thought that chapter was especially applicable to be used in corporate worship. The truth is that we'll always know someone (if not ourselves) that are in the midst of a storm.

This week I've been in Indianapolis to attend the North American Christian Convention as well as spend some time with my family and friends. Today I had lunch with a really good friend that recently experienced a great tragedy. Six months later he's still in the midst of a storm to some extent. I hope and pray that the Lord will continue to shelter him from the full brunt of that storm.

Isaiah 1-13

Today begins Isaiah. Lots of discussion exists on multi-sensory worship. I think Isaiah 6 is a great illustration of "experiential worship."

It was in the year King Uzziah dieds that I saw the Lord. He was sitting on a lofty throne, and the train of his robe filled the Temple.2 Attending him were mighty seraphim, each having six wings. With two wings they covered their faces, with two they covered their feet, and with two they flew.3 They were calling out to each other,

"Holy, holy, holy is the Lord of Heaven's Armies!
The whole earth is filled with his glory!"

4 Their voices shook the Temple to its foundations, and the entire building was filled with smoke.

Ecclesiastes 3 - Song of Solomon

I finished both Ecclesiastes and Song of Solomon today. Today also begins the North American Christian Convention. One reason I like conventions is that I can go and be a spectator. I'm not in charge, I don't know what's going on, and I don't have to sing. Don't get me wrong, I really do like what I do, but sometimes it's nice just to participate.

As for today's reading, this passage in Ecclesiastes struck me between the eyes.As you enter the house of God, keep your ears open and your mouth shut. It is evil to make mindless offerings to God.2 s Don't make rash promises, and don't be hasty in bringing matters before God. After all, God is in heaven, and you are here on earth. So let your words be few.

Proverbs 20:22 - Ecclesiastes 2

Today I finished Proverbs and dove into Ecclesiastes. One of the famous statements of Ecclesiastes is "nothing is new under the sun." Ironically I was thinking that same thing tonight while we were driving in the car. A version of "Shout to the Lord" came on the radio which was obviously a remake...of a remake...of a remake. Seriously - how many times can that song be "reinvented?" I think there should be a maximum times that a worship song can be rerecorded. Three maybe four is the limit. For songs like Famous One, Mighty To Save, and in this situation Shout to the Lord I'm afraid the limit has long since be exceeded.

So for all your artists out there (that obviously read my blog) please wright a new song...and please don't make it sound like everything else. Thank You.

Proverbs 7 - 20:21

A full Sunday's day worth of work, a three-hour drive, and a celebration with my family led to me getting a little behind. I guess sometimes it is hard to maintain the discipline of reading.

Speaking of discipline I feel like that's a constant theme in the book of Proverbs. (Side note: my friend Mike equated reading the entire of book of Proverbs is like reading 1,000 fortune cookies. I concur.) Discipline seems to be something that God admires. It is almost always mentioned in connection to honoring God with discipline. When it comes to worshiping sometimes discipline is so important. There are times that I know we don't want to, but the discipline of worship drives us to honor him even when our earthly circumstances discourage us.

Psalm 135 - Proverbs 6

I finished Psalms today. I'm pretty sure you really aren't supposed to read the Psalms straight through. It just seems like they weren't written with that in mind. Either way I've posted my psalm for today, another famous one. 150.

Psalm 150

1 Praise the Lord !

Praise God in his sanctuary;
praise him in his mighty heaven!
2 Praise him for his mighty works;
praise his unequaled greatness!
3 Praise him with a blast of the ram's horn;
praise him with the lyre and harp!
4 Praise him with the tambourine and dancing;
praise him with strings and flutes!
5 Praise him with a clash of cymbals;
praise him with loud clanging cymbals.
6 Let everything that breathes sing praises to the Lord !

Praise the Lord !

Psalm 109-134

Today's reading (or last night's actually shhhh....) included a Psalm that I was dreading. It was Psalm 119. I was dreading because it is FOREVER long. Longest chapter in the Bible I think. Ironically it is all about the Bible, and supposedly it is exactly in the middle of the Bible (as a whole)...which seeing as how today is day 45 I guess that would be true.

It wasn't quite as bad as I had anticipated. This is mostly due to the fact that I was quizzing myself as to whether or not I could still pronounce the Hebrew Alphebet. Not if I remembered it because that surely isn't the case, but just to see if I could pronounce it. I didn't do so well.

Psalm 89:14 - 108

Tomorrow is Day 45. I'm almost half way done! That really is a good feeling. That is a feeling contrary to how a feel tonight as I've had my third straight night of fever-induced sleep. I felt better this morning and had gone without a fever so I went to work. About 3:00 it came back. Off I went to prompt care. It was there I sat for 2 hours! I think if a doctor makes you wait for that long then it should be a free visit. After one gag-causing swab of my poor throat it was determined that whatever I have is viral. So i got 4 pills that cost $15 and hopefully things will begin to improve.

Enough talk of sickness. Today as I was reading psalms I realized just how jovial the Psalmists are. I'm not an overly expressive person (and my wife definitely isn't) which makes my daughter very unique. It seems that she has very high highs and very low lows. Perhaps it just comes with being a toddler. As I read many of these Psalms they really convey a passionate joy felt by the privilege of worshiping God.

This is a good reminder - especially this Sunday. I'll be extra concerned this week for a number of reasons - I'm playing guitar which isn't always pretty, it is Independence Day which means I will likely displease a large segment of our congregation (it's really unavoidable on this Sunday), and I haven't felt well which means I won't be as confident in singing.

What this Psalm reminds me of though is that none of that matters. I (and everyone else) should just be joyful to praise God. Oh, why can't we ever see it that way? Perhaps Satan instigates these petty objections???

Psalm 70 - 89:13

I've finally caught up. It hasn't been great...especially since I'm reading big chunks of Psalms. It's just hard to read in one sitting. Oh well...

For this section of reading I was reminded of a current concern among churches in America - social justice. I was a part of an area worship-service a few years back and I was introduced to this entire compartment of worship ministry that was opened up. Songs about helping the homeless, hungry, and needy were incorporated.

Psalm 82 reminds me of this act of worship. "Give justice to the poor and the orphan; uphold the rights of the oppressed and the destitute. Rescure the poor and helpless; deliver them from the grasp of evil people."

Since that service it seems that many churches are building whole worship experiences around this topic of social justice. I wonder if something like that really changes anything or is it just being trendy.

Psalm 46-69

Second "catch-up post" of the day. I think it's interesting to read many of these Psalms that are written out of shear despair. They talk about drowning in the flood waters, attacks of the enemies, and living in drought. I think it's hard for most of us to relate to that extreme state of despair, or is it?

Perhaps we shouldn't compare that despair in literal terms, but rather spiritual terms. The reality is that we are lost, sinking, and dying without Christ. Many of these Psalms could gain new interest for me if I read them with that perspective.

Anyway, here's my Psalm for the day. Psalm 63.
O God, you are my God;
I earnestly search for you.
My soul thirsts for you;
my whole body longs for you
in this parched and weary land
where there is no water.
2 I have seen you in your sanctuary
and gazed upon your power and glory.
3 Your unfailing love is better than life itself;
how I praise you!
4 I will praise you as long as I live,
lifting up my hands to you in prayer.
5 You satisfy me more than the richest feast.
I will praise you with songs of joy.

6 I lie awake thinking of you,
meditating on you through the night.
7 Because you are my helper,
I sing for joy in the shadow of your wings.
8 I cling to you;
your strong right hand holds me securely.

9 But those plotting to destroy me will come to ruin.
They will go down into the depths of the earth.
10 They will die by the sword
and become the food of jackals.
11 But the king will rejoice in God.
All who trust in him will praise him,
while liars will be silenced.

Psalm 25-45

I'm fallen off the horse a little bit this week. Monday I did my reading but finished it in bed. Therefore I figured I'd post on Tuesday morning. Well Tuesday ended up with me in bed with a fever. Ugh! I hate getting sick. I think my wife hates it even more than I do. It just makes her "on" all the time as she feels the need to keep her and Audrey at least 10 feet away from me at all times. Nevertheless I hope to catch up tonight as I'm feeling a little better.

I think my routine for the psalms will simply be quoting specific ones that I think draw believers closer to God in worship. Today's quotation comes from a portion of Psalm 42. If it weren't for a semi-cheezy version of this song in the early '90s I think people would enjoy the Psalm even more.

As the deer longs for streams of water,
so I long for you, O God.
2 I thirst for God, the living God.
When can I go and stand before him?
3 Day and night I have only tears for food,
while my enemies continually taunt me, saying,
"Where is this God of yours?"

4 My heart is breaking
as I remember how it used to be:
I walked among the crowds of worshipers,
leading a great procession to the house of God,
singing for joy and giving thanks
amid the sound of a great celebration!

5 Why am I discouraged?
Why is my heart so sad?
I will put my hope in God!
I will praise him again—
my Savior and6 my God!

Now I am deeply discouraged,
but I will remember you—
even from distant Mount Hermon, the source of the Jordan,
from the land of Mount Mizar.
7 I hear the tumult of the raging seas
as your waves and surging tides sweep over me.
8 But each day the Lord pours his unfailing love upon me,
and through each night I sing his songs,
praying to God who gives me life.

Job 42 - Psalm 24

From the very beginning I was a little bummed about having to read the Psalms in the midst of this 90-day sprint. I guess my anxiety comes from cherishing the Psalms as they are often the inspiration for songs and prayers that I use on Sundays. Reading 24 in one day just seems kidna wrong. Oh well...I guess I must press on.

In commenting about worship the Psalms should generate some really easy discussion. Today I read what has probably become my favorite Psalm - Psalm 8. I'd like to quote a it tonight and leave it at that.

1 O Lord , our Lord, your majestic name fills the earth!
Your glory is higher than the heavens.
2 You have taught children and infants
to tell of your strength,s
silencing your enemies
and all who oppose you.

3 When I look at the night sky and see the work of your fingers—
the moon and the stars you set in place—
4 what are mere mortals that you should think about them,
human beings that you should care for them?s
5 Yet you made them only a little lower than Gods
and crowned thems with glory and honor.
6 You gave them charge of everything you made,
putting all things under their authority—
7 the flocks and the herds
and all the wild animals,
8 the birds in the sky, the fish in the sea,
and everything that swims the ocean currents.

9 O Lord , our Lord, your majestic name fills the earth!

Job 25-41

God is supreme. He is the source of wisdom and is not able to be truly challenged by man. From time to time we may think we can argue or fight with him on some real basis, but the truth is that he is God and God alone. We aren't.

I really enjoyed reading the end of Job where God kinda let Job have it. God says, "Brace yourself like a man, because I have some questions for you, and you must answer them. Where were you when I laid the foundations of the earth? Tell me, if you know so much...Who kept the sea inside its boundaries as it burst from the womb, and as I clothed it with clouds and wrapped it in thick darkness?...Where does light come from and where does darkness go? Can you take each to its home? Do you know how to get there? But of course you know all this! For you were born before it was all created, and you are so very experienced!"

Wow - such sarcasm there at the end. I love how at times we can get so snippy with God as to assume that he can even experience our frustration from a mortal point of view. The reality is he can. He was mortal in Jesus. The other part of that though is that he was also perfect, as he was the maker of clouds, sea, darkness, and light. That's the beauty of the Gospel.

Even here in Job we're seeing the root of our motivation to worship. The majesty of a Creator strangely mixed with the realness of mankind. Thank you God for choosing to be our earthly Savior while still fulfilling your perfection as Creator.

Job 8 - 24

This evening I continued on into Job. It really is an uplifting book isn't it? In the midst of Job's mourning and sorrow, I love this glimmer of hope recorded in chapter 19. This is ultimately the answer to the question I posed yesterday - how can people worship in the midst of tragedy, death, and destruction. Here's Job's insight:

But as for me, I know that my Redeemer lives, and he will stand upon the earth at last. And after my body has decayed yet in my body I will see God! I will see him for myself. Yes, I will see him with my own eyes. I am overwhelmed at the thought."

Interesting discussion about a living redeemer seeing as how Jesus has not been born yet...

Esther 1 - Job 7

Today seemed like a lot of reading. All of Esther and the first 7 chapters of Job. I can't say I was a huge fan of Esther, but maybe it's because it is 11:30.

As far as Job goes though, I have always enjoyed Job's story. God and Satan get together and have a wager of sorts - kinda weird, I know. God tries to convince Satan that Job won't curse God even when thing go bad in his life. So Satan kills all of his livestock, and children. As a response:

"Job stood up and tore his robe in grief. Then he shaved his head and fell to the ground to worship."

Wow! It seems that we are so quick to make worship about ourselves. It has become about how we feel and what we're thinking. The reality is that God is deserving of our worship regardless of our earthly situation. That can be so hard. I pray that in the midst of tragedy and death and difficulty that I will still be able to worship.

Nehemiah

Completed another book today. I like reading whole books in one sitting. It makes me feel like I'm making real progress.

Listen to this account in Nehemiah 8 - "Ezra the high priest brought the Book of the Law before the assembly, which included the men and women and all the children old enough to understand. He faced the square just inside the Water Gate from early morning until noon and read aloud to everyone who could understand. All the people listened closely to the Book of the Law"

Seriously? They all stood and listened for up to six hours? That's impressive. Later after he read, it says that the people bowed down and worshiped the Lord with their faces to the ground. I've heard of a long passage of Scripture, but that's crazy! I don't think I'd get past 20 minutes without quitting, let alone those that had to listen...children too! That must have been something to experience.

2 Chronicles 35:16 - Ezra 10

So today I finished another book - Ezra. I'm not sure if I have ever really read Ezra before. Lots of the same talk about the Temple and it's dedication. Towards the end of his book, Ezra describes a time when he publicly confessed the sin of the people to God.

There's something you don't hear very often in a worship service - public confessions. After Ezra's prayer (chapter 9) all the people agree to and own their guilt and repent - interesting. How might times of public confession work in our services today???

2 Chronicles 23:16 - 35:15

I've been thinking a lot about leadership lately. I think one reason is that the church I work at is currently without a Senior Minister. Typical that person is the "head hancho" when it comes to staff structure. As we are in the interim everyone's wondering what the new guy will eventually be like.

As I've practically finished 2 Chronicles (a little cheer here!) I've been reminded about how important leadership is. Both Kings and Chronicles walk through many of the kings of Israel and Judah. Almost always you read that the people followed the way of their leader. Sometimes this was good as they returned to God, and other times it was bad as they followed the lead of other pagan leaders.

As a worship leader and general leader within the church I hope and pray that my example is a good one and one that leads people down a path of righteousness. I fail just like everyone else, but I hope my response to that failure is a display of repentance and redemption.

2 Chronicles 7:11 - 23:15

"I have heard your prayer and have chosen this Temple as the place for making sacrifices. At times I might shut up the heavens so that no rain falls, or command grasshoppers to devour your crops, or send plagues among you. Then if my people who are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sins and restore their land. My eyes will be open and my ears attentive to every prayer made in this place. For I have chosen this Temple and set it apart to be holy—a place where my name will be honored forever. I will always watch over it, for it is dear to my heart.

Every now and then I'm trolling along and all the sudden I read a verse that is VERY familiar. It's all of those famous verses that you see on ugly artwork at the Christian bookstore. Today's reading happened to have one of those passages in it.

In college several of my professors ingrained the statement - "Context Is King" - into us. It's to signify the importance of reading around a passage to gain it's full understanding. The one sentence in the above phrase that seems to be very familiar is - "Then if my people who are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sins and restore their land."

Since context is king after all I think it's important to know that the Lord proclaimed this to Saul after he dedicated the temple. The Lord went on to say that at times Israel would encounter plagues and drought. If and when this happened he urged them to pray and he would..."heal their land."

Now if a farmer was telling me that he wanted to pray for rain based off this verse I'd so go for it. Unfortunately this verse is often used to insinuate - "If Americans turned from their wicked ways God would hear our prayer and restore our land." Restore our land to what? The days of our founding fathers? The days of Eden? What? I'm going out on a limb here, but I'm guessing that we want God to restore our land to the 1950's. It was after all a very good decade for America.

Now I realize that I'm speaking a little tongue-in-cheek, but I'm afraid we've placed a too much stock in this verse. Don't get me wrong, I'm all for repentance...but I'd like to see it happen for the restoration of God's Kingdom - not the pre-hippie pleasantville. I remember my Dad commented once about how there seemed to be just as much sin and evil in the world when he was a teenager (1950's) then when I was a teenager (1990's).

I think that's all I'll say for now. I better go to bed before I make more people mad.

1 Chronicles 24 - 2 Chronicles 7:10

I was dreading Chronicles because it seems to be a rehash of Kings, but I've actually enjoyed the recap. I haven't really like the genealogies, but beside that it's been nice to get the review.

I read (again) today about when Solomon "opens the temple for business." At one point earlier I wrote about how Solomon used only the best material to build because after all it was for God. He says in 2:5 This must be a magnificent Temple because or God is greater than all other gods. Later in 6:1 he "tells" God that he has built a place for him to live forever. Seems a little presumptuous doesn't it? As I read that I was like - "who is Solomon to decide what kind of Temple God needs." Ironically he stated that same thing a little later on in the passage.

It is so hard for us to understand that concept of God dwelling in a specific location. That mixed with sacrifices make the Old Testament so foreign for us. I wonder how different our world would look if that had never changed. If the veil had never been torn in two and if the Holy Spirit never came to reside within us. I think things would look a lot different.

1 Chronicles 10-23

I know, I know...you were all waiting on pins and needles wondering why I didn't post last night. I did finish my reading but I did not have internet last night. We took a very spontaneous trip to St. Louis and stayed in one of those nicer hotels that doesn't have free wifi. I never get that? Why is it that the budget hotels give you the internet, but the nice ones don't? Oh well...

I had a good friend in high school who went to a non-instrumental Church of Christ. We got into a lot of good discussions and at that time I didn't understand all the ins and outs of churches and some of their differences. I still have a hard time seeing how the non-instrumental folk land in that camp. In 1 Chronicles 15 alone we see talk of bronze cymbals, harps, lyres, and trumpets. Their argument is that none of this is restated in the New Testament, and I guess they're right...but really? Why would instrumental music all the sudden be condemned? And is it really that bad?

1 Chronicles 1-9

When you take just one day off, it sure is hard to get back on again. Today I begin what may be the most boring section of the Bible. For about 80% of the time tonight I was reading genealogies. I realize that some people enjoy studying family trees, but really....8 chapters of it.

I was thinking that I would have no insights to share, but I found something remotely interesting in regards to worship. In 6:31 it says David assigned the following men to lead the music at the house of the Lord after the Ark was placed there. They ministered with music at the Tabernacle until Solomon built the Temple of the Lord in Jerusalem.

I guess I like this passage because it gives credence to what I do. To some I have the job of a washed up musician. To others my role is just a musician, and not a pastor. To David my role as music minister was very important. I'm glad I get to do what I do. I love ministering to people and doing it through the route of music.

Day Off

In the 90 days of reading you're granted 2 free days. I think I may take that wild card today. Supposedly it is scheduled for this Friday, but I just got home from camp and I'm a little tired. Looking forward to crawling into bed tonight. Tomorrow I'll begin 2 Chronicles. Oh joy!

2 Kings 15:27 - 25

Tonight I finished reading 2 Kings. Tomorrow I'll be off to read 1 Chronicles which is more of the same as I understand it. As I'm reading and thinking specifically about worship, a few phrases in 2 Kings 17 really struck me.

In a lot of the Old Testament it seems to be people either worshiped God or idols. This section of Israel's history seemed to generate dual worship.

But the people would not listen and continued to follow their former practices. So while these new residents worshiped the Lord, they also worshiped their idols. And to this day their descendants do the same.

Both God and idols. The dangerous question for me is how often does the American church look like that? On Sunday we're obedient in worshiping God, but through the week we worship our own idols. That neutrality is what scares me the most - in my life and in the life of the Church.

2 Kings 4:38 - 2 Kings 15:26

In college one of my professors Mark Moore made a statement that I remembered. He asked our class how far we were willing to go to get rid of sin on our life. He used the illustration of how when guys had come to him regarding a porn addiction he asked if they would grant him complete control. If they agreed he explained: "Alright, the next time it's an issue I will take your computer and beat it with a baseball bat. You don't think I will? Try me!"

Wow - seriously! Yes - I think he was serious. Today I read about an illustration that seemed just as extreme. Jehu goes into the Baal temple, kills all the priests, and smashed the sacred pillar to make it into a public toilet. Wow - seriously!

What do we worship in our lives? Our we willing to go to extreme measures to get rid of it? Smashing computer screens, ceasing friendships, quitting jobs or hobbies? All of these are minuscule in regards to the joy the Father has when we worship him purely.

1 Kings 16:21 - 2 Kings 4:37

Today's reading was particularly hard because we are at camp this week. That comes with lots of noise and many distractions. I think my favorite story in today's reading it headlined - "The Contest on Mt. Carmel." We studied it in our small group this past year and I think its very interesting.

The cliff notes version is this: Elijah challenges Ahab that the God of Israel could show up Ahab's god - Baal. They set up a sacrifice to appeal for rain and challenged each other to see who's god could send down fire. Ahab tried all morning with no results. Then it was Elijah's turn. Bam! Fire. It was that quick.

It goes to show that sometimes we need to just trust that God is at work in situations and we need to just be ready to experience it...no need to handle it. God will take care of it all.

1 Kings 7:38 - 16:20

You Version informed me that I was 27.8% complete with my Bible reading reading as of today. It's crazy to think that it's almost been a month. For today I was most impressed with a prayer that Solomon prayed as he commissioned the temple for use. I really liked this portion:

"O Lord, God of Israel, there is no God like you in all of heaven above or on the earth below. You keep you covenant and show unfailing love to all who walk before you in wholehearted devotion. You have kept your promise to your servant David, my father. You made that promise with your own mouth, and with your hands you have fulfilled it today."

2 Samuel 22:19 - 1 Kings 7:37

I've always enjoyed looking at church buildings. Recently a whole market of church architects and builders has emerged with dozens of companies competing to build the "perfect" church building.

Some have stages and technical systems that rival a New York theaters. Others have children's spaces that are comparable with a trip to Disney. Still other churches boast of a community centers, multiple gymnasiums, and even fitness centers for their congregation.

Just about the time I'm salivating with envy I'm also reminded about setting where I worshiped in Haiti. Sure it's a different culture - I understand that, but it was really, really simple. They were very joyful as they worshiped too. No coffee, no sound systems, no water wall in the lobby - just benches, some windows, and a place out back to "do your business."

Then I read today's passage that illustrates the building plans for the Temple. Talk about ornate! Everything is very detailed and there is a lot of gold. Is this okay? I guess it has to be since it was commissioned by God himself. Is it different because the Ark of the Covenant was to be housed in the Temple? I don't really know. All I know is that this tension between high quality buildings and simple buildings always give me fits!

2 Samuel 12:11- 22:18

There's a sweet nature in which a person worships immediately following redemption. We've all seen it. Someone who is just baptized, or someone who has fully confessed to a friend and then worships with more passion and authenticity than every before.

Growing up at church camp and conferences I'd see it time and time again. Boy meets world. Boy falls in love with world. Boy commits "spiritual affair" with world. Boy repents and confesses. Boy is eager to worship God in light of the grace offered.

We see this same scenario play out in David's life. He is a powerful king. God blesses him in so many ways. Then he has an affair with Bathsehba and kills her husband trying to cover up. Pretty serious stuff if you put it in today's perspective.

As a result David's child dies of a deadly illness. Following the child's death he went to the Tabernacle to worship the Lord. He was even criticized for acting too normal. It seems though that David had recognized and dealt with his sin and guilt and then had the freedom to fully worship God.

My question: How often does Satan remind us of our failures (even though we've repented) so that we will never draw close to God in worship?

1 Samuel 28:20 - 2 Samuel 12:10

"I will dance, I will sing, to be mad for my King. Nothing Lord is hindering this passion in my soul...And I'll become even more undignified than this. Some would say it's foolishness..."

This song - "Undignified" - became very popular when I was in high school. David Crowder often sang it at conferences and concerts and always referred to a passage that I read today about David "dancing in his underwear."

I think this may be one of those instances that if we're really honest with ourselves, I'm not sure it quite says everything we think it says. Yes, his wife was embarrassed but what if she was just a nag. Nowhere does it say he was naked or even in his underwear. He was in his priestly garments (which apparently were exposing enough for her to mention it).

I guess in all I just see a leader who was rejoicing because he had brought the Ark of the Covenant back to his people. "David danced before the Lord with all his might, wearing a priestly garment." That the entire verse that this song and popular "worship" illustration is built from.

Frankly I think they are way better undiscovered worship stories in the Bible to illustrate. Hopefully this blog will uncover some of those. Until then...I will be singing "Undignified" next week with a bunch of kids at camp because...well...it's a cool song...I think??

1 Samuel 16 - 28:19

Friendship really is a beautiful thing. Today I read about Jonathon and David's relationship. It seems by reading the text that their relationship was everything that best friends should be.

As I consider worship I am reminded of some of the great times of worship I have had with my friends. Many times it was around a campfire at camp. In High School it was at CIY with friends that I grew to love and respect. In college it was on Tuesdays and Thursdays in chapel, in choir retreats, and sitting in the hallway of my dorm room. In Haiti it was on the beach surrounded by sand, crabs, and Haitians who did not yet have a relationship with God.

Though worship is often private, I think it's richness can be amplified when singing and sharing together with good friends. Tomorrow morning I have the privilege of leading our staff in a time of worship. I'm eager to do so especially after reading about the bond that was fostered between David and Jonathon.

1 Samuel 2:30 - 1 Samuel 15

The idea of the Ark of the Covenant is so different for us as New Testament Christians. To think that God's dwelling was identified and confined to a place is so weird. Either way it must have been tragic when the ark was captured. To think that your source of God's presence and your enemies stole it.

It makes me think of revival high school stealing a mascot, but the reality is that this is much more serious. So serious that it killed Eli. In 4:14 Eli asked what all the noise was about. The messenger told him what had happened and Eli fell backwards, broke his neck, and died. Crazy stuff!

Judges 15:13-1 Samuel 2:29

For some reason Blogger was unavailable for a a little while for both Emily and me. I could see my blog, but it wouldn't allow me to log in. Not to fear though I've kept on my reading, and will now catch up on my posting.

This day's reading seemed to cover lots of ground. Samson and Delilah - Samson just seems like a stud, and Delilah...well I always think of the current radio version. Weird, I know. Ruth seems like that small book that was ALWAYS highlighted at women's conferences that I would have to attend. Ugh! Hated those. Then we start to hear about Samuel.

All along it seems that idols had become a big problem. I know I kinda mentioned this earlier but in a way I have a hard time understanding the idols of the Biblical era - wooden statues...really? I know we have idolatry now. We look toward things to save us, make us better, smarter, healthier, richer, wiser...and the list goes on, but wooden things...really?

Then again are we any better off by worshiping culture, celebrities, technology...etc. God help our worship to be pure and to only be reserved for you!

Judges 3:28 - 15:12

Tomorrow at South Side Scott (our interim preacher) is going to speak about how loving God is often articulated by our obedience to him. In our relationships we often show love through words, gifts, and actions, but Scripture (at least in the Old Testament) often points to those who obey God as those who love him.

I think this can have a significant impact on our worship services. Often times it's easy to program them from an emotional standpoint, but what if we just encourage people to obey God. Would we know how to do it? Could we identify where we're disobedient. I'm eager to hear what God says through Scott tomorrow morning.

Joshua 14 - Judges 3:27

Yesterday was the first day so far I didn't stay on track. I had the time to do it. It was my day after all. I was just busy doing other things. I came home about 11:15 and decided to catch up tomorrow. So here I am on Saturday with lots of reading to do. It really does pile up quickly.

At the beginning of Judges we begin to see the downward spiral that Israel is in for a long time. Several times the text says that after one generation the people had given to idols. It makes me thankful to my parents and to Emily's parents for raising us to know the Lord. Now as a parent I hope I as well set an example that will help Audrey to maintain that same love for God.

Joshua 1-13

Wow. Lots of killing. Really Joshua's all about murder, stoning and such. Sometimes it's just hard to reconcile the same God of grace and love with this God who orders so much bloodshed. I had a friend in high school that really struggled with this aspect. I'm beginning to see more of his point I think.

Aside from all the killing there was one section where Joshua reminded the people of their covenant of God. I really like the picture that is painted with this picture. In worship ministry we often talk about worship space and environment. How's this for awesome:

Then all the Israelites - foreigners and native-born alike - along with the elders, officers, and judges were divided into two groups. One group stood in front of Mount Gerizim, the other in front of Mount Ebal. Each group faced the other, and between them stood the Levitical priest carrying the Ark of the Lord's Covenant. This was all done according to the commands that Moses, the servant of the Lord, had previously given for blessing the people of Israel. Joshua then read to them all the blessings and curses Moses had written in the Book of Instruction. Every word of every command that Moses had ever given was read to the entire assembly of Israel, including the women and children and the foreigners who lived among them.

Deuteronomy 23:12 - 34

It's crazy to think that I just read in 15 days what I spent an entire semester's 4-hour class studying. The Pentateuch is complete and I really enjoyed one aspect of Moses' closing (and very long) speech.

He wrote down all these instructions and gave them to the Levites to be stored and transported with the Arch of the Covenant. I'd have to guess (and was probably taught at one point) that these "instructions" eventually became the first five books of the Bible. I'm not sure if we can be completely positive, but it does make sense.

Assuming that he is speaking of what eventually became Scripture, God has established a connection between worship - the Arch and the Temple, with Scripture - "these instructions."

Yeah it is kinda simplistic, but it is very foundational. To know that Scripture and worship go hand in hand. Thank you Lord for your Word and it's blessings, instructions, and insights.

Deuteronomy 8 - 23:11

It's late so I don't have anything really long to discuss tonight. One thing that was really instigated in this passage was the bringing of the tithes/first fruits/etc.

I've recently been wrestling with how that whole aspect of worship fits into the liturgy of the church. As our culture moves more and more towards a paperless currency exactly what will offering look like in 10/20 years? Will it always be automatically withdrawn? If so will we bring anything to church to "offer" during offering?

Any thoughts on this?

Numbers 32:20-Deuteronomy 7

I am often guilty of always wanting to move on to the next thing. If it's Sunday I'm thinking about Monday. If I'm on vacation I'm thinking about going home. I have a real difficulty living in the here and now.

When I began reading Deuteronomy tonight I realized that the first several chapters were just a rehash of Israel's past 40 years in the wilderness. Come on! Really?

With a more objective attitude I began looking for ways in which I could apply this brilliant summary that Moses was giving to his people. Though it's connections are loosely tied, I do think there is merit to celebrating the past when worshiping in the present. In fact, we did a little of that this weekend at South Side.

We spent some time telling stories of how leaders in our congregation have contributed to the life of our church and made it what it is today. Leaders like Joy McDonald, Walter Curzan, and Mary Blakely were all honored. Fitting for Memorial Day Weekend I guess. Even though my "eagerness to experience the future" probably wouldn't have led me to execute this idea, I'm glad we did.

In Deuteronomy Moses proclaimed the famous Shema - "Listen, O Israel! The Lord is our God, the Lord alone. And you must love the Lord your God with all your heart, all you soul, and all your strength. And you must commit yourselves wholeheartedly to these commands that I am giving you today. Repeat them again and again to your children..."

I guess repeating the past sometimes is alright. It may even help us worship God more fully.

Numbers 21:8-32:19

We've all heard it said, "Everyone worships something."

There's definitely truth to that statement. I think if any Christian examined their own lives we'd realize that many times we try to worship several things. Sure God is "at the top of the list," but what's at a close second? How many times does it encroach or surpass our Creator for pole position? (Indy 500 reference...I grew up there give me a break)

In Numbers 25 we read a great story about a man named Phinehas. Probably not a name in a your baby names book, but either way he was the grandson of Aaron - the previous high priest. The Israelites were getting friendly with foreign women and "bringing them into their tent" AKA - "making whoopy" with these women. This was not good. The text says that as the people were weeping in repentance some hot shot brought a women in right before Moses...how rude! In the end Phinehas jumped up and shoved a spear through the both of them. Sounds like something out of a movie if you ask me.

While I respect Phineha's attempt at purity, tonight I'm more interested in the brazen disregard this guy (okay...we can say we) can have for God's law. How many times have we repented (true meaning=turn around) only to commit the same sin directly before God. I guess this is not a new problem.

Numbers 8:15-21:7

Humility.

That leadership quality seemed to be very pronounced in today's reading. At one point, the text said that Moses was a very humble man. In chapter 20 we see that when Moses and Aaron to the Tabernacle, "they fell face down on the ground. Then the glorious presence of the Lord appeared to them..."

In many ways people view my role on Sunday mornings as "facilitating" that interaction between God and man. I have grown very uncomfortable with this "feeling." To begin with, who am I to generate God's presence? Quite frankly as New Testament believers, we always have the Holy Spirit within and among us. If that's the case then why do people comment - "I felt God's presence in the service today." I wonder if this is said because I arranged service elements for people to become emotional. You know - warm fuzzies. Maybe it was a specific song, or the way we "did" communion, or a soloist that give people chills. I'm afraid that I and others are all to eager to conjure these experiences. The other side of this is that if we don't see people crying, moved, or passionately singing then we must have done something wrong. Right?

As I look at Moses and Aaron it seems that they were most concerned about defaming God by haphazardly entering into the Tabernacle. Funny because I'm only thinking "haphazard" when people miss MY opening song...and it's normally a good one.

Leviticus 26:27 - Numbers 8:14

I have to admit. Today's reading was a little bit of a chore. I'm currently at my in-laws house, and everyone is watching television in the family room while I'm reading the official counts of all the tribes. I press on...

Today's worship insight would have to be how God set apart the Levites to serve him in acts of worship. Even today people debate whether or not music ministers are really clergy.

In some faith traditions they are simply musicians who are employed by the church. They may or may not believe in what they're singing. Their role is to "perform" on Sunday morning, and no amount of pastoral care is expected from them. On the other end of the spectrum is those in worship ministry who are encouraged to shepherd their volunteers. They can marry/bury people, and they expected to live a life that models the content of their Sunday morning presentations.

Fortunately, in my opinion, my church is in the latter category. I enjoy being a pastor. Early on in my pursuit of ministry I decided to adopt a philosophy of ministering to people through the avenue of worship. I may or may not be doing music ministry my whole life, but I do think I will serve as a pastor in one form or another for at least the foreseeable future.

Leviticus 14:33-26:26

Don't...
Don't...
Don't...

Unfortunately this is the impression that many people have of Christianity and the church. A new cliche is that Christians are known more by what they are against then what they are for. I'm afraid that Leviticus doesn't really help that perception.

I had a great conversation today with some guys at work (Scott, Ryan and John) about loving God and People. Scott proposed that the way we love God is different then the way we love people. He continued to articulate that Scripture teaches loving God is an act of respecting and obeying him. He even went further to say that men in general (fathers and husbands) mirror this longing to be respected and obeyed. Furthermore we are occasionally guilty of trying to be active for God - doing things in the church, helping people, etc - all in an effort to show love towards him. While this isn't necessarily bad our motives are often times selfish.

I'm not sure that there is a crystal clear line to draw between the two, but I do think his idea has some merit. As I read through the litany of ceremonial demands I'm reminded how much God wants us to look different then the world around us. We are just pilgrims here. Perhaps when I'm longing to show my love, or leading others in their own expression I should focus on simply obeying him.

Lord, show me where I need to be more obedient in living a life that shows my love towards you.

Leviticus 1-14:32

Today begins my second week. So far this process has really been enjoyable. I do think it is helpful to blog because I daily feel the pressure to complete my reading.

This evening I ventured into the land of Leviticus. Oh it is so weird. Reading about boils, rashes, menstrual cycles, split hooves, and animals that scurry make this book live in a completely different world. As I was reading I was reminded about how my job as a "lead worshiper" would have looked much different in the Old Testament. I would trade in my Scriptures, songs, and instruments for tools to kill, smear, and sprinkle. It all seems so grotesque.

The verse that had the most impact was right at the beginning.

"Lay your hand on the animal's head, and the Lord will accept its death in your place to purify you, making you right with him."

The foreshadowing of how Christ would ultimately allow God to accept his death to "make things right" between God and man. Thank you God for the substitutionary atonement of your son Jesus Christ.

Exodus 29-40

"Aaron saw how excited the people were, so he built and alter in front of the calf."

Once again there were many things that I considered commenting on today, but this verse really smacked me around. As a worship leader how often am I more concerned about the "excitement of people" rather than their obedience of following him.

Ironically this happened while Moses was having a little chat with God about their conduct. They couldn't wait for him to come down off the mountain so they though they'd handle things on their own.

Aaron was their pawn and he played into their pressure nicely. As any leader I'm sure Aaron was eager to gain their approval, but to quote one of my favorite preachers, Mark Scott - "When the church is consumed with the nod of God rather than the applause of people it will be faithful to its calling. The result is that is will always find itself a bit out of step with the culture."

Exodus 15:19-28

Confession: I often take myself and my role on Sunday morning too seriously.

I'll get back to that soon. As I was readying today's passage I really wanted to write about the Sabbath. I reflected on how it seemed to be very important to God and how I don't think we know how to find Sabbath rest at all...especially those of us whose job is centered around days of worship.

But then I got towards the end of the reading and it focused on the design of the temple, the ark, and the priestly garments. I am often accused (and rightfully so) of being to wound up. When it comes to Sunday mornings I have a plan, and I like to work the plan. Everything else is unplanned and therefore undesired.

Ouch! I know how it sounds. Way to leave room for people, their feelings, and their response...not to mention the work of the Holy Spirit.

Trust me - I see and realize the weakness in my natural born tendencies to revere order. On the other hand, I think we may have a lot to learn from today's reading. Several times I read, "Take great care to...", "Skillfully...", "with care be sure to..."

Bottom line is that God does care about quality. Sloppiness does not honor Him, and last-minute planning is often just a byproduct of our laziness. I realize that at times these thing cannot be avoided, but at least for today I'm a little less convicted by my opening confession.

Exodus 1-15:18

Today was the first day in Exodus. It really is amazing how fast it goes at this pace. Today's text was a lot of Moses whining, then Pharaoh and Moses going back and forth. Honestly it kind of felt like a ping-pong match.

Eventually I read about Passover. I really enjoy this text because its roots are still felt in corporate worship every Sunday. It's amazing to me that I can read the initiation of Passover in Exodus and 4,000+ years later we did something similar today. Obviously communion is still quite a bit different, but it goes all the way back to there.

I also love how the nation of Israel was intentional about their families worshiping together. They were taught to teach these things to the younger generations. Personally I think we may have made a mistake when we started farming everyone out to different areas of the church on Sunday. Children go here, teens go here, adults go here and we all meet up together for lunch afterward. I realize that it's hard to really lock into a service when you're trying to corral a 2 year old...trust me, I know. But sometimes I just wish we were a little less segregated. I think we could all learn from each other more if we were given the opportunity.

Genesis 40:12-50

I attended a wedding today. It wasn't a wedding of anyone I really knew, and no, I didn't crash it. I worked it. I ran sound. As I was sitting there I couldn't help but to notice the communion table had become a unity candle table. I thought it was ironic because on the front it said, "This do in remembrance of me." I looked around realizing that there were likely some unchurched people attending the wedding, and I couldn't help but to wonder if they noticed the inscription.

I don't get really bent out of shape over the communion table, or other physical elements used in worship, but I do think they hold some significance. Either way I was faced with the fact that at it's core a wedding has elements of a worship service: a sermon, a pastor, a church, singing, prayers, communion (sometimes), commitments, and I'm sure there are other things as well.

In the Old Testament it seemed that people often worshiped at significant times in their lives. Their worship looked a lot different mostly because it was in the form of sacrifices. In Genesis 46 Jacob is traveling to Egypt to be reunited with his son Joseph. When he came to Beersheba he offered sacrifices to God. This wasn't the fist time this had been done there. It was a significant time in his life so he worshiped.

So I wonder what place worship has in significant life moments: weddings, births, deaths...things like that. Any thoughts?

Genesis 28:20-40:11

I remember reading my friend Mike's blog when he got to this day. He commented polygamy and how it didn't really seem to work out well. I would have to agree. This reading seemed very sexual in general. Either way it was interesting to see how Abraham's family continued to grow.

In Genesis 31 there is quite the little hunt after an idol. In my mind I picture a small wooden thing similar to a statue. I'm not really sure what they would have been like, but it all seems silly in a way. Laban was very intentional in his desire to find these idols. It is easy for me to dismiss this foolishness, but then I'm reminded how eager I am to watch TV, catch up on social networking, or waste my time in so many other ways. At times it seems like these things have and even can become idols in my life ultimately stealing away my attention from God.

Genesis 17-28:19

Today I was at Lincoln Christian University attending a seminar for Worship Studies Graduates. Honestly it's been really fun - all the joys of class (discussion, good food) without any of the hard work (papers, etc.). Today we talked a lot about worship being formative. In other words, does what I do as a worship minister form people? If so am I helping to form their spirit or just their intellect?

Today's section of Genesis has so many well known stories in it. One of these is Abraham and Isaac. I can remember playing Isaac in Junior High at a church play so automatically this illustration is already "special." Abraham follows God and takes his son to be sacrificed. Let's be honest: at some point this is just weird isn't it? The fact that God would suggest this kinda bothers me. Perhaps this is a bigger problem now that I'm a father...but seriously!?!

I guess what I'd like to take away is that Abraham was so committed in his worship and devotion at this stage in his life. He was definitely formed...and not just intellectually. What kind of faith risks are encouraged from those who worship with me on a weekly basis?

Genesis 1-16

The old familiar stories... It's nice to read about creation and Noah. Heck, I even got into Abraham's life today. Thank you for the break-neck speed of reading in 90 days. There was one mention of worship that surprised me a little.

At the end of Genesis 4 there's what seems like a random verse that says:

"At that time people first began to worship the Lord by name."

As I looked into it there's a good reason why I never had noticed this before. Every other translation has something like "called on" or "invoke", not "worship. Thank you NLT for trying to be easy to read. Too bad it may not really be a good translation. Either way I guess the point is that even in the midst of evil (i.e. Cain's descendants) people still did honor and revere God Almighty.

Introduction

Call it fad, trend, bandwagon...yes it seems that people, lots of people, are reading the whole Bible in small chunks of time these days. Many of my friends have made the journey and I thought perhaps it was time for me to do it as well.

I have often picked up with Genesis on January 1 to make it somewhere in the major prophets as Sprint arrives.

This time I'm going to try to do it in 90 days. I have an easy way to access it (thank to my iPod touch and YouVersion). I have at least one friend that is proceeding with me, and I have you...whoever you are. On top of that it's summer and there's really nothing on television that's worth watching.

I decided to try and comment daily on some sort of worship insight that I may have gleamed from that day's reading. I realize that this may be much harder on certain days, so it may get a bit creative. Either way I am a worship minister and I am very familiar with some key worship texts (John 4, Romans 12, etc.), but how about some of those other books. What will they teach me? Only time will tell.

I'm not sure who will end up reading this (if anyone), but if you do I hope that you can find it useful as you pursue a life of worship.